6/9/2026 16:28
The last day and a half have been a bit excessive if we are being honest. Yesterday morning I woke up and immediately called on all 13 of the Archangels to come into my field and transform me... and OH DID IT HAPPEN.
I was in meditation for 30 minutes with all 13 of them awakening me to my true divine power. Now, I wish I could say that everything went smooth after that... but nah bruh. That's not how these things work, is it?
What really happened? I had a HUGE purge where I typed 10 pages in a journaled word document. TEN pages. 3,000 words. No joke. When a purge happens, a purge happens. Whether you are fully ready for what is going to come up or not.
I was shown some memories that have been holding me back and I was able to purge them out of my system by fully allowing myself to feel them. It was a purge of things that made me who I am - limiting beliefs, trauma, and all.
Then I went and worked. If you've read previous posts you know that I am calling in soul family, and the people who are meant to be in my life. While at Walmart I happened across a younger lady who needed help - and then I helped her again, and again, and again. Until I said, "Do you want to be friends?" Now we are texting. Now, I'm not saying she is soul family, BUT the fact that a friendship landed in my lap like that? I really am starting to truly believe that miracles and the things meant for me will find me.
So, by 4pm yesterday I realized that I had only had about 600 EMPTY calories. I went home and consumed some food... but spoiler alert... it still wasn't enough. I only ended up consuming 1,000 calories yesterday.
Now, here's the part where it gets a little
......during the purge and after it I put boxing gloves on and MAYBE (or maybe not... you decide) hit the wall 500 times. 100 of those hits were done right before bed, followed by 100 consecutive squats.
Uhhh... so hours of working and pushing a heavy cart and carrying heavy things around Walmart, 500 punches with all my strength, 100 squats, a 20 minute dog walk, and 1,000 calories? Can you guess what happened?
I couldn't sleep.
I shut my eyes and fell asleep around 01:00, woke up around 02:30, and forced myself to eat... around 04:00 when I realized sleep was futile anyway. I say forced because I really did NOT want to.
Well, I watched Holes while eating, and around 06:00 I was able to fall back asleep. My body not only couldn't handle sleep, but also? It gave me a horror themed nightmare. At one point in it, I put my fingers in my ears and said out loud, "No, get me out of here, get me out of here." And then I was awake again... an hour later (this nightmare IS going to become a screenplay... it was that good 😬).
Well, I ended up getting an additional 1.5 hour nap a bit later in my day.
All of this *gestures vaguely to the above text* to say that when your body needs to shut down it will... but not always in a way you expect. We as humans quite literally go through life like this. For me, it's food and overworking myself in THIS way. For you? It could be you not giving yourself a break from work. Or it could be you not allowing yourself to fully love and be loved.
We as humans sometimes just need a break. We sometimes need to get to the depths of our souls, embrace the shadows, release the impurities that do not serve us, and come out and ground ourselves in the physical world.
Yesterday and today taught me that I can be incredibly hard on myself. And there really is no point in that is there? Everything always works out for us silly little humans on this big planet in the end anyways. What's the point in worry?
-An eternal spiritual being living this temporary human life
Edit to add: at 17:02, right after posting this, I got a notification on my phone that says: "I allow myself to rest and start again tomorrow." OKAY UNIVERSE, LOUD AND CLEAR. THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Another edit, because yeah.... I also went LIVE yesterday for the first time on my 1k follower TikTok account and received 13 NEW followers. THIRTEEN. In a 30 minute live.
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Okaaaaayyyy byeeeeeee for realsies this time 🫶
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