Editing my brain

i forgive myself...
i forgive myself...
6/2/2026 23:39  The Odd Life of Timothy Green  TW: child loss, pregnancy loss, PTSD First off, this movie literally teaches you about manifesting and putting energy into something within the... Read more...
Potential IS real
Potential IS real
6/2/2026 21:48 I just read something that says: "The potential you see in other people isn't real, it is a projection of what you would do in their position." And... Read more...
Temperance is the goal
Temperance is the goal
6/2/2026 12:48 Hello, darkness, my old friend. I knew I'd find you here, in the halls of my mind. You have always been lurking, waiting for me to come find... Read more...
my throat chakra is OPENING
my throat chakra is OPENING
5/31/2026 11:10  TW: suicidal ideation, childhood abuse.  I had to be quiet in my home growing up. I didn't feel as though I was allowed to be out of my... Read more...
always raising the bar...
5/30/2026 19:56  I find myself realizing that I have a huge expectation for other human beings to match me. Like match me completely, bar for bar. Not with productivity. Not with love. Not with devotion. But with mutuality in every single aspect of life.  I have raised the bar on myself so fucking high that I can't stand the thought of someone being in my life who doesn't have the same bar for themselves. I choose healing. I choose self love. I choose myself over literally everything in my life... Read more...
I’m choosing tenacity…
5/30/2026 01:19 It’s interesting to me that my mindset a few years ago was, “I can’t get hurt, I don’t think I’ll survive.” Now it’s, “Getting hurt is part of being human. It’s what we do after the hurting that matters.” We can’t walk through life with the fear of getting hurt and expect to learn anything. We have to be hurt in order to be living the true human experience.   We either go through life vexed by it or with a tenacity that overpowers everything else. Which are... Read more...
Healing is this gif...
Healing is this gif...
5/28/2026 I realized tonight I have been perpetuating my own stuckness. I keep believing that I have gotten to the final layer of healing a certain aspect of self, but... Read more...
Song series: Architect by Livingston
Song series: Architect by Livingston
Song: Architect by Livingston 5/27/2026 Gosh this song… I discovered it when I first started going through my spiritual awakening. I could feel that I was meant for something greater... Read more...
I woke up in my body last night...
I woke up in my body last night...
TW: suicidal ideation, childhood sexual abuse, panic attacks 5/20/2026 I have a story time. I woke up in my body last night the rest of the way. I had been... Read more...