5/28/2026
Hiiii people of the world! I just scheduled my first podcast episode... but before I did? I had to take an anxiety pill!! My nervous system is so out of whack from this that I had to take an anxiety pill....?
For context, I haven't taken an anxiety pill (before last week during a panic attack) in months... maybe even a year. I know that this is affecting me in a strong way but I went through it anyways. Why? Because we as humans are resilient.
I found myself worried about the topics I spoke about within this podcast episode - I spoke about world peace at 20 minutes in. TWENTY minutes into my first podcast episode and I say that I believe world peace is possible. Most people have really strong opinions on this, in the opposition of it.
Then throughout the rest of it? I edit thoughts in real time, I speak about some things that happened in my childhood, and I drop random bombshells (photographic memory, who? me, that's who). I was fully myself throughout this episode and just let go. That's SCARY. Oh no I'm going to be perceived (which I think is HILARIOUS because I recently went viral on tiktok - one of my videos is sitting at 250k views as I write this).
My perception of myself is all that matters at the end of the day though. I recorded this episode for a reason, I was in a flow state for the majority of it, and even called myself out during it when I wasn't. I hope this episode serves as a reflection for you, because it sure did for me!
Podcast episode description:
Hi!! I'm Haley Huckabee. This is the first episode of SPEAK.
Trigger warnings: suicide attempts and ideation, childhood abuse, sexual abuse, etc. This podcast will cover heavy topics and consciousness expansion!
At SPEAK we believe in world peace, that everyone can be saved, and healing practices are just something you discover when you hit rock bottom. Rock bottom is where you find the gold within after all!
I hope that SPEAK brings you joy in some way and that it helps you to turn inward, to find that pure gold within your soul.
This episode covers: an introduction into my beliefs, some of my history, and mental health diagnoses that I have been given. I believe in rewriting the brain and processing through trauma through speaking, so that will be included, without editing, within this podcast. Enjoy me rewriting thoughts in real time!
Podcast link: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5hwWeGFjNDpH2knD0Lbj99?si=cdbc7a39e38d4821
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